( killing time.. )

So, ok...first week of classes is more than halfway over....being now that I have Friday classes for the first time since freshman year....but that's a different story.

Anyways.....my semester will consist of the following:
Making beer
Tasting wine
Cooking food
Sculpting
Blowing things up
and literally getting my ass kicked by chemistry.

Joy.

Cabin tomorrow night so a big yay for that one, bowling on Saturday, maybe a bit of Wayside action on Sunday night, I haven't decided yet, and down to Lansing on Friday with Jo and Becca and Keith, which by the way, I think I've finally resolved the Keith issue and where that's going, so that's good, I've been applying everwhere I can think of, so I feel productive on that, and I actually did my chem homework a whole week early. That was a huge long run on sentence.

Oh, and I had pizza.

It's been a good night :-)

And it's 11:30 and it's probably a really sad thing that I'm going to bed.....but only probably. Yay for no classes on Monday.

Because I feel like it......and I stole it from Sar

I confess that in 2005 I...

( x ) stayed single the whole year....well, mostly. The month of January can't possibly count..I consider it as good as single anyways..
( ) got your first kiss
( x ) kissed someone new.....
( ) made-out for the first time
( ) made-out in/on a car
( x ) kissed in the snow
( x ) kissed in the rain
( ) fell in love
( ) fell in love with a fool
( x ) had your heart broken
( x ) broke someone else's heart
( x ) had a stalker
( x ) had a good relationship with someone
( ) questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) gotten someone else pregnant
( ) had an abortion
( ) gotten married
( ) had a divorce
( ) had a gay marriage
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
( ) dated someone you'll never forget
( x ) done something you've regretted
( ) lost your true love
( x ) lost faith in love
( ) kissed under mistletoe

WORK/SCHOOL

( ) got a promotion
( ) got a pay raise
( x ) changed jobs
( x ) lost your job
( ) quit your job
( ) dated a co-worker
( ) dated your boss
( ) dated your boss' daughter/son
( x ) got fired from your job
( ) got straight A's
( x ) met one teacher you really like
( x ) met one teacher you really hated
( x ) found the subject you love
( ) failed a class
( x ) cut class
( x ) skipped school
( )got into a fight with a classmate
( x ) did something you were proud of
( x ) discovered a new talent
( ) gave the teachers a reason to teach
( x ) proved yourself an idiot
( x ) embaressed yourself in front of the class
( ) fell in love with a teacher..
( ) got a lead in the school play
( ) made a varsity team
( x ) were involved in something you'll never forget
( ) got sent to the office

OTHER

( x ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( x ) listened to music you couldn't stand
( x ) double-dipped
( x ) skinny-dipped
( x ) went to a sleepover
( x ) went to camp
( x ) threw a surprise party
( x ) laughed till you cried
( ) laughed till you peed in your pants
( x ) flirted shamelessly
( x ) visited a foreign country
( x ) visted a foreign state
( ) cooked a disastrous meal
( x ) lost something important to you
( x ) got a gift you adore
( x ) realized something new about yourself
( x ) went on a diet
( ) tried to gain weight
( ) dyed your hair
( ) came close to losing your life
( x ) someone close to you died
( x ) went to a party
( x ) drank alcohol
( x ) drank alcohol underage
( ) did (a) drug(s) cigarrets??
( x ) got drunk
( ) got arrested
( x ) read a great book
( x ) saw a great movie
( x ) saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
( x ) saw your favorite band/artist live....twice!
( x ) saw someone famous in person
( x ) did something you want to tell everyone
( x ) Enjoyed this year overall

So last night was allright. I had fun with the girls last night. And there wasn't nearly the akwardness that I thought there would be, being how I haven't saw 90% of those girls since high school. But it was fun.  And I'm starting to wonder if writing nearly everybody off from high school was the best idea for me. But yeah...the girls had changed alot...but at the same time..not much.

I miss Keith more than I want to....and I can't decide if that's a good or bad thing...

So I get a call tonight...from one of my best friends (Sam) in high school, who wants to get the "group" together for a dinner.

The sad part is..I think I may go. Maybe writing off nearly everybody from high school wasn't such a good idea. Then again..maybe it was.

I should try it..the thing is though..what do we talk about??? Two of them have had kids, one just got married, and one is engaged. That leaves me and Sam who are behind. Or is it ahead? That sounds awfully cynical, but yeah. I've just never been a big fan of committing myself early.

So after nearly having a panic attack....I think I may go.

Keith leaves for Korea tomorrow and Tim leaves for Florida on Wednesday....now I just wish I was going somewhere, but due to severe lack of money, I will be in Michigan, most likely centered in Mt. Pleasant, or maybe Ithaca..unless of course I hide in Tims trunk and don't come out til we hit Tennessee.....but that probably isn't the best plan. :-)

May have to make a trip into Portland......

and I think I have a crush on Keith.....which is a bit odd because we went bowling tonight with my sister, her friend and Dad....and I was the only one who found it a bit weird when my sister called him Mr. Kuczynski.....yes...I'm the only one who freaks out at the part about him being my sister's student teacher.....so that does that mean I have problems? or that everybody else does?????

I love proving myself wrong..in fact..I love it so much, I do it all time. This may..or may not..involve a certain guy.

Okay, I lied..it does involve him. We went bowling the other night, he met my parents, and I had fun. Then I want to start hitting myself when I leave because I don't know what the hell I'm doing.

So tonight, we're going out to eat, then taking Jo to the casino....family bonding while gambling...now there's a new one. Only for a bit, then we're coming home and watching movies.

Can't decide if I really love being home..I mean..I like it, but alot of the time this week was spent up in Mt. Pleasant, so it's not like I was here at home alot....I basically slept here..for a few nights. But I'll be back up in Mt. Pleasant on probably Monday or Tuesday....and Sar...we need a girls night again..I'm thinking major amounts of wine, or malibu and movies and food. :)

Plans for New Years Eve? I'm open.....

Oh, and Merry Christmas Eve :-)

I love the end of the semester....really, I do.....even with final exams and all that because basically you have a week where you don't have a life or anything resembling a life and then you get to have a complete break for a month. And it's Christmas. I love Christmas.

So, I have a dilema. Do I go to the Cabin with everybody tomorrow night, or do I go home?? Very lost....I'm thinking I'll probably end up at the Cabin, provided I find something to wear to the wedding this weekend today.

Yes...going shopping because I need to think about something other than Nutrition, Religions, Psychology and Food Culture. I love how everybody is done, and I'm just getting into the hard part of my week....Ah well..I only had two days of class a week this semester...I can deal with this. So basically, I'm done tomorrow...thank God.

I have no ambition....

not that that's a bad thing, but I just thought everybody should know.......I really should be studying instead of getting Applebees with my roomates...hmmmmm :-)

Yes....I spent 3 out of 4 nights at....somewhere. No...we're not dating..does that clear it up? I might like him, but that's up in the air....technically, I didn't really stay the night, just stayed til at least 4...then went home. Beautiful.

I heart my roomies because of random times like tonight...

9:15...and two chapters left to read in Psych of Women...oh boy

Tomorrow, psych exam at 10, Wednesday is Nutrition exam at 7, Thursday is 10 Food Culture exam, 12 World Religion exam...lovely. Thursday night is Cabin night, and Friday is a bachelorette party, Saturday a wedding and Sunday a family Christmas....jeepers.

I need to find a job

I may have skipped my food culture class when I only have 2 left because I had better things to do....such as getting a mocha at the library...maybe

Quick update because I never find the time to write anymore.

Going to the Brass tonight to see Philo and drink michigan beer. House isn't on tonight, and I'm slightly brokenhearted about that one :-(

We started a ritual last Sunday that includes wine and Grey's Anatomy........

I have to say...my little sister is turning 18 not this Friday, but the next one....that is so scary.

I spent 4 hours with somebody when I promised myself I wouldn't. He told me he wants to date me. We watched a horrible movie called Ghost Ship which has to be one of worst movies I've saw in awhile.....since this summer and He-man.

Shannon and I decided that while we're picky with guys, it has to be a good thing. I just can't find anybody that hugely interests me now, unless they're unavailable for specific reasons and we all know how well that one works out.

Saw Jess on campus, I sincerely miss seeing those girls everyday. and I miss seeing Sar.

Em's bachelorette party is on my sisters birthday..is it too much to be calling it a bachelorette party when the bride herself can't go out and drink?

Band concert on Thursday...this should be interesting with above mentioned guy.

This entry was basically pointless...I'll do better later..promise

This really hasn't been a good week....

however....I have nothing to do today as I was using today to get a paper done....however....got to doing it at 12 last night, and didn't stop til 4 this morning. It's done....thank God. Mom and I might go Christmas shopping on Saturday.

I need a girls night

My car is back :) so a huge ass yay for that one. With new tires and all, and the best part is it won't break on me anymore :-)

This is a great week. After today, I'm done with work until..next Monday...which mmeeannss....

it's Wednesday..and Wednesday is awesome because?

because Thursday is only one day away and Thursday is the beginning of all the greatness that will be occuring this weekend, until Monday when I go back to work.

let's recap...1. Harry Potter tomorrow, 2. meeting Emily on Friday and 3. Jo's musical, and 4. Saturday is Bon Jovi and 5. Sunday is Jo's musical again. There you go...5 reasons why this weekend has the word greatness around it.

Debating whether I want to go to class tonight. I do....it's an interesting class, but then again....it's snowing. I don't particularly like snow. If it was just cold all winter and snow stayed away, I'd be great with that. Well..take that back, I like the first snow, except when it's wet sticky snow like this, it has to be fluffy and it has to snow on Christmas Eve and stay through New Years Eve. There you go. Oohhh...wait, there also has to be a snow storm that cancels EVERYTHING for at least 3 days. Then it melts. I'm done.